Tell me what should i do luh… Whatever i do is always wrong. Not this. Not that. Im simply vexed up with everything..Feel like a bomb going to explode soon. Fancy being here like a moron and facing your freaking attitude. I had enough. I have been very tolerant le but things are just not turning well. Everyone just refuse to cooperate. Wonderful. Is it that difficult to cooperate? Any wrong with your genes that u casue u to not think? Wth. What have i done wrong? Whatever i do, how i carry myself, is alll wrong. Am i just nothing in all of you guys eyes? Break down soon. Pressurized. Homework coming in. No money. Prelims drawing near. Wasting so much time…in the end got back nothing.AR!!!

What a nice day in school today!!! Feel so active today! Today Sec 4 prefects are offically steeping down from duties..which means no more duties!!!!WOoOo~
~`Wakaka“! The whole day was talking about the House Of Wax and those moments at collin’s sister hse..was telling some scenes to my friends..Its about this: The girl in the show..she was trapped underground..when she was shouting for help…she stick one of her fingers out to signal for help..so the bad guy went to use a big scissors to CUT off her small part of finger…so was telling that to my friends…all say it was gross..then i ask..whether they would want thier hands to be chopped off by the scissors or kena stepped onto with your fingers sticking up? Tell me your answer in my tagboard~
Zzz..many prefer to chop it off…then after that continue to talk more about gross scenes..i generally feel that this kind of movie is worst than horror movie..Whaha…Paris Hilton is another one in the show…HEADSHOT..Me and my friends were all laughing..Wakaka..

What a day at collin’s sister house ytd….I love his sister’s hse..ME, collin, jieying, weeli, jiyong, guanxian and yuting go the hse…Wow…Her sister’s husband is an ang moh..He so funny!! Collin invited us to his sister’s hse to play and eat. Wow..shiok seh..pizza and KFC…nice nice~~Then play playstation 2..wakaka..Metal slug..FUN ya..then collin and jiyong play some shooting game..then we see who’s better in thier accuracy…Woohoo..had a great time..after that continue to play some games..rather lame games…Zzz…TIME FLIES..it was like 10.45 pm liao..then dunno who suggested watching movie…Gross one somemore..HOUSE OF WAX….Zzz…its utterly gross luh that show….everything make of wax ..then peel of people skin..got blood….chop off the female lead’s finger….Eeeeeee~~Everybody was like ar ar ar..Got one scene got one female character( Paris Hilton)(She’s Hot).. was HEADSHOT by a metal stick by the bad guy(The one who wax people)..i just cant stop laughing and laughing..somemore the female die with less clothes…stupid sia she..want do that thing..then take off her clothes…then found out that the guy die…so she RUN for her life…Zzz…in the end oso die..so funny…In the end All the characters died…except the male and female lead…The plot not bad luh..recommend u all wacth..although gross….i think u all can take it…it dun lack storyline, it dun lack “that thing”, it dun lack chiobu and handsome guy..wakaka….Hehe…Wow…then we watched until 1am…Jieying’s mother was the nagging at her to go home…so everybody went home..Some wanted to stay over but due to inconvenience..zZz..His house is so cool….Condominium…then his hse so cosy…air-con..zzz…i dun feel like leaving…woooo..i love his house.

i love my friends i love my friends! They are so impt to me!!!
Today had PE…A fun one…i played like hell for my team..and we won =) Then after recess had maths class test..it was relatively ok but some mistakes..Zzz..im always making mistakes..cant seem to change it..ZZZ!!! the worst part came! At 1 had to sit for english mock exam..paper1…had to think somemore..so sian..Woooo…but i loved writing…i think i wrote until so nice for situational writing..LOVE it…the compo writing has inspired me..to love my friends even more~!!! Then went to plaza mac to sit sit and chat chat..Wanted to causeway to buy my nre table tennis bat but no one wants to go! Argh! Some other time bahx..Then later decided to play Badminton and Table tennis…woooo it was really fun luh…Haiz but keep troubled by my friend..Collin….he has some problems…Haiz..i think he don’t deserve this kind of treatment at all…Nvm..let him settle himselves..
Im grateful for my friend’s existence and without them, i dunno how i would be now..I think they are the greatest gifts from God. ( extracted from my compo today!)

Its just a short 2 days and many things happen..Friendship..Friendship..its such a vulnerable thing yet the most precious thing..pls treasure it..Zzz….People get frustrated over small matters…in fact its Jealously that kills. Why lead to such tragedy?? Zzz…We guys are friends and should trust each other..we shouldn’t let a small matter harm each other relationship….mutual trust..its 4 years in sch and we knew each other so well..Haiz..really don’t know what to say..we have this side having problems..then after that..the other side creates another problem…Friendship Friendship….I don’t know what advice should i give them as i do not want to harm either parties..haiz..in conclusion: TAKE IT EASY
Heres a poem:

I have some friends,whom I hold dear.
Without them, I’d have nothing to hold near.

My friends will always be there for me.
I know that because, I have nothing to fear.
I always seem to think at night,
of what life would be like without them here.

It’s a scary thing to think about.not having no one to care.
I dont know what I would do,
because friendship is very rare.

I’m glad I found the time to write
,this poem I wrote this year.
I just hope you think of me,’cuz this is so sincere.

Zzz..A day full of anxiety and worries..Getting back Chinese ‘O’ results…Zzz…was not so worried at that time..when E2 and E3 got back their results.Zzzz…anxiety flows through my mind…can’t wait to get back my results..at the same time..im having my English “o” orals!! DOUBLE DOUBLE!! Had to worry for so much thing..Zzz…I planned and thought i will get a B3..ZZz..when Ms Ang call my name..Zzzz..was feeling so afraid! 2M! Zzz..i got a A2..oral merit only..(cant be blamed..talk crap only during orals..)..Haiz..Stuck at nowhere..dunno want to retake a not..Friends say retake. Teachers say don’t need, good enough. Zzzzz…Do what? Need Consultation..just a couple of marks i can get A1.Zzz…WHY? But nvm luh…got A2..at least its not what i planned..got A im happy….but now think Chinese leh..can score…AIYOYO..in a state of confusion…Retake? Don’t Retake?
After sch had english orals..i was the fifth to go since farhana didnt take orals cos she had CHICKEN POX..lucky this not like chinese..i had a great time actually…Had fun chatting with the invigilators..they were very friendly and humourous too..the guy invigilator keep coughing..funny sia..lucky i talk relatively wel..although with alot of ERM…HUH…YALUH..PROBABLY…ok luh.quite sastified….i can see from the invigilators face that they are contented..(hope its true)..lucky lucky….that’s all!

Droolingzz Dead. This whole week hardly have any time to do my revision. Have to spend my time revising for SS Mock Test today. GREAT. It was a rather ‘easy’ paper. First qns oso dun understand! WONDERFUL! Prepare so much for this paper..in return..HAIZ..Monday also have Geography mock test again..men..that subject again..makes me itch again! Sian luh..like that how to have time study my SCIENCES. whatever luh. So excited men! Tomorrow going bugis to buy bermudas and bags!! Hope to get a nice sling bag~ Wweeewoo~! Looking forward to PE tmr again can play captain ball again. Alright. And ya today in english learned how to pronunce many words. salmon is pronunce as ( SARE-MON) ..Cool huh..Flower is pronunce as ( Flour)..Wakaka..had a great time learning this words..Anyway rock on..