Got back my results. This time i really did better but im sure that was not my best. I will be back de….! My L1R5 is enough to go JC. Yea! Miss Ang has given us a amaths study checklist and we have to do do an do to let her sign. I find this idea kind of cool. Since we all didn’t do well for prelims, it was possibe to do so! Intensive period le now le. Left with just 3 months it will be O levels!!!!!! Thinking of that, my anxiety rushes!~~! All my work are still rojak and now is the time to turn rojak into abalone! NICE AND PERFECT! Yea..i will keep on trying de..the last stretch of the road..i will walk walk walk..Never giving up. With my loved ones support….i will end this sweetly…Thanks to all my friends…my teachers…Shiqi, vivien and amenda..THANKS

Sianx. Had Amaths paper today. Was seriously not in the mood to do at all. My mind was feeling heavy. Managed to do only like a 5-6 qns. The rest. Aiyoyo..Dunno luh.
Finally it marks the end of Prelims 2006. Now its time for “o’ levels.
Yea, had lunch at LJS today then after that shihui suggested going my hse, then go lor. Lol. Played blackjack o2 and pokemon monopoly. Unbelievable hor. But we actually played for 4 hours. And i lost! Bankrupt somemore. =.= Haha…Now just want to get back prelims results and have a break. After that it will be intensive revision. As long as i improve and get better than last time, im contented. Hmm..blog again soon..

It was geography paper ytd. It was rather an alright paper accept for a few tough ones. Anyway, its over. After that got home to change and went to play badminton at Zhenghua CC. Played till five. =.= Tiring like hell. In total, everyone played l6 matches.Woot..Weary like mad. Then after that went to YT hse..had fun till around seven…played with Honda…so cute..Yea..then went for Dinner…Rather enjoyable..
Then had a really enjoyable and open talk yesterday. It was indeed relieve to talk and settle things out. At least everybody’s doubts of each other is made known. This was possibly one of the most important and needed talk ever. Everybody got their problems settled out. I guess our bonds with each other now are stronger. Can’t wait to have more fun with all of my friends. They’ re really great. Right now, just gonna concentrate on my Amaths P2 tmr. After that..had to prepare for a wedding dinner..Then its time for FULL revision for ‘O’ Levels. Yea..

I have enough. I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH. STOP IT. STOP TAKING ME FOR GRANTED. What have i done to receive this treatment from all of you? Sometimes i really feel so left out, whatever i do you all take me as if my feelings is not impt. If that is the case, then why ask me out for all your outings..Since my opinion wouldnt matters? I try to give in so much to all of u. I do this. I get back this. I dun understand. You guys have feelings, i TOO. Its tired for me to give in everytime..and im tired of doing so. Its always me trying to give in to what you guys think…and i can never have my own standing. Fine! I know i may be small-sized, but so WHAT? DO YOU THINK I WANT THAT? Do u think you are perfect too>? Haiz, Forget it. I seriously have enough. My heart is aching and boiling. I dun wish this to happen at all. Since im nth in your eyes…So let it be…TREAT ME AS INVISIBLE….ARRRRRR!

Another week of Prelims. Its ok. Haiz. Today went to sch to celebrate Jeremy’s Birthday at the school canteen..It was rather fun to see everybody…Carried on with usual singing of birthday song and blow candles^^. Haha..then asfalina me and some other people planned to dirty his face…Wakaka..SO fun..Haiz..But theres one stupid teacher who scolded me for my sandals..Haiz..haiz tell me as a punishment, i must sit down with him until he eats finish. So lame. I bet he doesnt have any childhood. Went to scold my other friends too for creating havoc in the canteen. Come on, its not as if we wouldnt clear up..Haiz…forget it..so people are like that..want to find things to complain..Dunno they are unhappy with what…Its Ok. I wouldnt care i don;t give of what they care..Wakaka..later on went to collin hse to watch Final Destination 3. Lol. it was quite gross..bloody. squashy. pornic?? Lol…Ok luh..i just dun understand some of the parts.Haiz..Why cant we just have fun all the day without exams? Hmm..its ok..Prelims..I have finished the first half of it. Monday is Amaths. I will pia pia pia like hell. Yea..Im starting to see light from my last end of road..Just a few metres to reach..after o levels..

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JEREMY TAY! =)

Tomorrow is the day. The 12 day long battle will start. Prelims. Its a major exam still..for me… =) Being pessimistic wouldnt do me help but only stress me up. So i should tell myself, PERSERVE on! I know i can do it! I shall give off my best. Careless mistakes must be avoided. Yes i can and i will do it. After all my 3 years in sec school life, all my efforts must not be wasted! Still, i must be authentic. Sharpen my work and practice and practice..I must not let anyone down. they believe in me and i must believe in myself. The war hasn’t start, and i shouldnt give up. YEAH=) Right now, i have to be self- disciplined. Study study study. Practise Practise Practise. There’s not much time left. Just a couple of weeks and i will be sent off for “O”. Hmm..If i study hard now..i know i will be rewarded..and i can spend my holidays after that CAREFREE..Okok..Stay positive JH, i know i have yet to give off my best and from now on, I CAN DO IT! PERSERVE. GO GO GO.!

The first time i post was before midyear exmas. Rmb blogging about how boring and stress it is to prepare for mid year exams. Now, this routine starts again..prelims is like just in a week ‘s time and so much things are left uncovered. What to do? i Guess the greatest solution is to perservere. Do and do! Its like prelims and the major exam will come..No time to joke around le..I really want to do well for this..at least a last chance to “experiment” my studies b4 sitting for ‘o’s. Hmmm…I vow to do well for it men..I dun wanna let my parents, my sis, My teachers especially my subject teachers, Mr Lee, Ms Tan and the rest behind me all down..They have been supporting me all the while but there was only disappointment for them..so i vow to do my best…not just best..my excellence…im sure..i can..and i WILL..
The last stretch of road is ending…i will finish walking…Even though there are so many obstructions and obstacles..i will brave through them and keep on walking…until i finally see the light..